Prayer for the Listeners

Dear Heavenly Father,

Please, Bless all those who came to listen and opened their heart!

Today, they were not so many, but there was who offered heart and attendance.

Heavenly Parent, I’m asking you to spread your grace to the ones who might forgot what it means to be loved by You and please, protect who are still on the path of self-discovery and recreation, to be born as new and find You on the way.

Father, we have been so full of ourselves and we were licking our self-indicted wounds as we have constantly misunderstood what love means in its true essence. We lost our sights to see Your guidance through the pristine Nature which we started to destroy long ago.

Our vanity became our pride, Father…

These are the Last Days in every aspects and we still live like arrogant self-made kings unbeknownst to the reality of Hell on Earth. As Heaven is not somewhere else in the space, Hell is also here – it’s up to us to transform this life into the one you have always wished to hand down to each and every one of us, Father. I’m truly sorry for that pain we have been causing you…

But Father, today there was again somebody new, a newcomer, from a different background who expressed her heart to grow and be mature through Your teachings.

Bless her, as Bless all who have a clear conscience to support You, Father!

I’m praying for the Listeners, who are actively learning and trying to grow to, to have peace in them and could feel their unique values in the whole Universe! They are here, among us and Father, they might be the ones who would go beyond listening and actively seek to act upon the absolute values and love.

Thank You Father,

Thank You!

Joshua Dragon

Prayer for bridges to be mended

Father,

You’ve been working so hard

all this time of the humanity

lost and buried in

its own self-pity and vanity

to build the bridges

at least

since the gaps are only filled with the void

of rage, hatred, selfish arrogance and flawed reasonings.

You’ve been trying ceaselessly,

to build something up from your side,

understandably, You couldn’t bear

any more night seeing us in such agony;

yet Your help has been neglected,

even destroyed

by the self-appointed tour guides of hell.

You’ve never given up,

although, I’m sure You’ve wanted to

start again, on and on

You’ve overcome the feelings:

loneliness, abandonment and accusations.

How do you have that much love inside of You?

I still barely can comprehend

You wish to pass this abundance of heart onto each and every one of us.

You’ve been alone, Father,

for way too long,

and I can’t make false promises

since I’m not like You,

I just want to be like You…

Bear with us, Father,

a little bit longer,

from now on,

there is one day less on Earth

to find Your eternal Home!

Joshua Dragon

Praying for the departed

Father,

Here is my prayer for all the departed

the ones nobody was praying for.

All the mistakes and wrongdoings,

betrayals and falsities,

lies and cheatings

are forgiven in You, Father,

though not forgotten,

since we all need to learn to grow.

We are not here to judge anyone,

our conscience were planted by You

so we can decide which is the right path

as You show it to us in the Nature,

in Your ever-living museum.

Please, don’t let these souls

to go alone

Please, give them the comfort

to feel loved

Please, light the path for them

to arrive to Your bossom

Please, accept them

not for how they were

but for what they can become.

Thank you, Father!

Joshua Dragon

I’ve been lost

miserable

and utter

shallow

hopeless

with fading lights inside.

Yet, You are here

Saviour

and friend

absolute

true

honest

with eternal light.

What we can do

together

and never alone

wonder

truth

genuine

with burning desire.

I have a life now again

because of You

and Your eternal heart

promise

endurance

compassion

with manifested desires.

Joshua Dragon

It has never been so easy

to love

to hate

to understand

to deny.

It has never been so easy

to care

to give

to take

to bear.

It has never been so easy

to accept

to deny

to welcome

to say goodbye.

It has never been so easy

to fight

to reconcile

to strive

to thrive.

It has never been so easy

to feel

to be felt

to hear

to be heard.

It has never been so easy

to wait

to long for

to dream

to endure.

It has never been so easy

to create

to co-create

to be a parent

to have hopes.

It has never been so easy

for You, Father,

it has never been so easy.

I wish I could ease your pain!

Joshua Dragon

Why do you trust me, Father?

Father,

Why do you trust me?

I have abandoned you so many times

And I can’t promise I won’t do it again

No matter how hard I try

I tend to fail again

As I have always let you down, Father.

How can you still trust me, Father?

I used to be so vain

And I am up until these days

I would have abandoned myself

If you hadn’t stayed with me.

You truly love me

At least the pure things inside

Those what mostly hidden from me.

You understand my potential for goodnes

That I can be great on Your side.

Father, Your love is

What elevates me

What makes me better

And a different person.

Thank You, Father,

Thank You!

Joshua Dragon

Thank You, Father, for giving me this dream!

Thank you Father, for giving me this dream!

Your True Son visited me and we were travelling as good companions,

We were laughing and sharing,

Your True Son made me feel worthy,

Your True Son let me forget my heavy heart.

For a while, Father, I could be my true self, again,

Abundant and someone who can fly away,

I was, who I meant to be,

I could be, whom You meant me to be.

Your True Son helped me to smile, again,

Your True Son was my brother on the way,

I was blessed with this dream,

Days have been long forgotten, the days like this.

And when I confessed my sin,

Your True Son didn’t turn away,

Your True Son sent me medicine to heal,

because You care about me, despite my ill.

Thank You, Father, for giving me this dream!

Thank You, Father, to let me feel worthy again!

Thank You, Father, for showing me a way to heal!

Thank You, Father, for not giving up on me!

Joshua Dragon

The best is yet to come

Dear Father,

This is again a letter to You, although, You can read my heart easily, I also would like to express my desire to re-connect, to be one again with You.

I’m sure, You remember, there were times, when we, You and I spent meaningful and valuable hours together. I wish to say there were days but it wouldn’t be true. I was never able to give You shelter in my heart even for 24 hours. I just so easily can sink back to my routines, my vain old self – though I always feel I could finally shake that off for good, for ever…

I’m longing for the times to be together with You, Father, not just what we had, but what is yet to come. I’m sure, the best is yet to come…

I might not have as many years here on Earth as many once I had, still, I want with all of my cells to live at least one day with complete unity with You, Heavenly Father!

That would be the utmost, the crown of my life’s achievements.

Yet, I don’t know how. If I had known, I would have done it, If I had been able to rule myself with the same love as You love me, I could have done it.

I am sorry, Father, as I have always been sorrowing it, You handled me the keys for the salvation and I put them on a table and I just tended to look elsewhere, reasoning with life, work, challenges, tribulations and the list goes on…

You have never needed to excuse Yourself, Father, since You have dedicated Your life to get us back together, each and every one of us. You already know, the best is yet to come…

As I grow older, and I wish to say wiser or at least less immature, I do feel it, too: the best is yet to come.

I might not have all the strength once I used to roam in the world, but You helped me to see: all the tribulations, sorrows and griefs were to make me more like You, to form my heart similar to Yours.

As You know, Father, every so often, I can’t say a word, barely could think of talking to You and it is because of my shame, and it’s overwhelming.

I know, You will never accuse me of my wrongdoings, still, I have said all the words and I have broken all the promises – I just don’t want to empty You, again with this, Father…

But the best is yet to come, Father!

I do feel it in my bones, in my bone marrow.

All the teachings and persevering love You have been pouring onto me were not in vain!

I know, one day soon, I will be worthy for Your love and You’ll be able to call me as You true son!

Just hold on, Father, just hold on!

It is not an empty promise, it is a fact: one day soon, we can be one again for once and for good!

Dear Father, please, be patient with me and have Your enduring love while I’m on my way home to You!

Thank You, Father, thank You!

Your son,

Joshua Dragon

My daylight is ending soon

It has been a nice life

Could have been better

Closer to You, God

Not just in concepts

And beautiful ideas

But all the times

When I was tried

Put into misery

I should have been more aware

How to manifest Your love

Because You never complain

Neither You are unrigtheous

Only fight with a reason

What correlates with Your Creation

Vanity is not in Your vocabulary, Father

Nor the selfish desires

Though You are the master of

Ceaseless giving and

Love in action with

Firm desires,

Strong dedication,

For the Day to become one

You and I,

You and all of us,

Once and for all,

Again.

My daylight is ending,

Chances are getting a few,

And I’m losing my energy

As I fight the days through.

I think, I need to accept,

Father,

I might not be Your champion,

Or at least not the ultimate,

The best son,

Whom You were hoping for once looking at me.

But I will try, Father,

As I haven’t given up ever,

Although, I feel I fell more times,

I will rise,

Somehow, in some ways,

Loving You, Father,

I will rise.

Joshua Dragon

I’ve been lost, Father!

I’ve been lost, Father,

You were who found me

When I would roam around

Carelessly, as I child

You found me again, Father,

When I was wandering

In the deserts of vanity

Forgetting my responsibility

And You found me again and again, Father,

When I couldn’t bear more

As I was tried to grow faster

To become Your true child

I’ve been lost, Father,

It was me, who lost myself

But You were ceaselessly there

Waiting for me to be like you.

I don’t want to be lost again, Father,

I just wish to stay with You

I hope one day You’ll find a place

In my heart and You’ll stay

For ever

Joshua Dragon